I can't conceive how I always put my foot in my mouth. Every single time. I have good social skills, but somehow I can't communicate how I feel about someone (aka a girl) until I finally put my foot in my mouth. Or maybe its not that at all, maybe I'm just not attractive enough, maybe I'm too fat to be with a girl.
I just feel so depressed, and I can't help it. I want to be happy and exuberant, but yet somehow I can't seem to manage it at the moment.
You know its funny, I always get hit on by gay guys, but somehow I can't manage to find the right strategy to trying to make a girl like you, or tell her you are interested without creeping her out. I don't even know what I'm talking about now. =/
My parents are right too. I live too much in a fantasy world and I can't think of all these fantastical things and daydream, yet I probably should live in reality and be boring like the rest of the world.
I don't want to feel like this anymore, why am I so dependent on girls liking me? I mean I sort of guess that it should be apart of my genes or something.
I guess that is what I get for being to nice to girls I like, maybe I should just give up talking to girls. Or at least putting out the effort. I need a friend, and I need a hug and I'd give anything in the world for those in my current state. In the end I'm a needy person, and I need a girlfriend or something I can't stand being alone for another five years. =(
Hey, you... Don't ever give up on yourself! Keep being dreamy, keep being you. ALWAYS be you. No matter. And you're right, you shouldn't be so dependant on girls liking you. Having a girlfriend isn't all, at least it shouldn't be. I mean, it's nice to have someone, but you're only young once, so you should stop worry about these things, and just live your life day by day, make the most out of it, and take things as they come. And give yourself a smile in the mirror every day! Make sure you are who you want to be. Always. Ok?
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