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So I found a necklace today at the beach and I think I'm pretty sure that I am going to keep it. I know I probably should put up signs, etc. but I find that too much of a hassle to do, so I'm going to be lazy and wear it around my neck until someone calls it theirs! Simple plan eh?

So I probably went through the craziest fight yesterday, my Mom was bugging me, et cetera and basically she said that I need to grow up and things. Which I think that I more than have done, but she is right to an extent, but she went a little overboard in some areas that I don't think were necessary, nor do I feel the need to talk about it (because you will all probably call me an asshole on it, so I'd rather bite my tongue).

Well that little fight we had got me thinking, it probably IS time for me to grow up and stuff. Maybe I shouldn't be facinated about the world; Maybe I shouldn't spend all my time drawing my dreams; Maybe I shouldn't be a kid anymore; Maybe just maybe I should be like some other kids my age: The one's who party hard every weekend, or have children running around their feet already, or the one's who go out and get married, or have children.

It feels weird now that I think about it, I was watching the Inside Actor's Studio special on (what is now, one of my favorite actors): Daniel Radcliffe aka Harry Potter from the movies. I watched the entire thing (there are four parts to the whole video, like 9 - 10 minutes a piece) and a couple things got me, that I wanted to share with you, if you will let me do so.

It would be great if you watched all the videos of him being interview because he is kind of reminds me of myself, intelligent and very well spoken hahaha.. But seriously I find him to be very similar to me, in a way (for the second part). So just watch the areas I asked you to watch and I'll write below them what they meant to me (if that makes any sense).

1 --> Listen from 2:04 to 2:21 on the below video.
2 --> Listen from 2:56 to 3:45 on the video below.


Well if you watched that little tidbit, the 1st part he says he as this childlike fascination about the world, kind of like I feel that I do, I want to see the world and try to help as many people as I can and make as many friends as I can, it is quite possible that I won't make a difference in the world but I can try can't I?

The second part is fifty percent for me, I feel that I have very well-mannered social skills, and I do (I can sway any group of people, I am pretty sure) =). But I feel in terms of him talking about ". . . being crap at academics, and crap at sports. . ." I feel that if I had properly applied myself to being great at school and great at sports, maybe it would count for something, but instead I feel that I am in the same boat as Daniel in that I have good social skills and talking to people than I do at anything else.

I can make a friend in a heartbeat that isn't the hard part. The hard part is deciding whether I want to keep that friend close to me, or make them a distant acquaintance or something along those lines. I forgot exactly what my whole point was, but like I said I have good social skills yet I don't think they count as of yet!

Goodnight and I hope you enjoyed my blog!