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So I thought I would write one blog before I went to bed, but inevitably I always forget. I watched a two and a half hour movie, in which the whole movie pretty much, for the lack of a better word SUCKED! It was a Russian film, I thought that it would have a lot more action but it very rarely had anything good. In the end it was a drama/romanticize type film, in which I don't care much about. The movie was entitled: DayWatch, so if you ever run across this film haha.. DON'T WATCH IT!

What else happened today? Oh yes, I went to the beach for about 85% of the day and it was absolutely fantastical. The water was a bit cold because the weather was overcast (but warmer than usual), luckily it became sunny as soon as I went into the water. So I really really liked swimming for hours upon hours, and this time I remembered to put on A LOT of sunscreen and nothing is really burnt on my body, well actually I am but only in a minuscule way on my cheeks (just below my eyes).

I am really thinking about going to the beach tomorrow to swim and get some exercise, etc. Hahaha.. I guess I have to actually swim, rather than just jumping off the dock like eighty times haha.. All in all it was a good day, although I wish I could have some friends to enjoy it with me, but I guess soon it'll happen, when the time is right. =)

It is actually quite funny, before I swam in the water I just sat in the sand with my feet in the water looking onward. Nature is so beautiful and I love it! It so.. indescribable really if you think about it. I can think of all these wonderful and glorious words to describe it, but in essence I don't think it is possible to do so.

Like I have said many-o-times, I will be joining the military. More so to get away from my family and see different places than anything (besides of course protecting my country). But, I need this for myself, to see the world's indescribable beauties (nature as well as the girls who live in it! =P) But seriously, I know I've just got to be proactive and just do it, instead of talking about it so nonchalantly. Like they say, Talk is cheap! So I will just continue my silent oncoming to my future.

On a different note: I love her, more than anything in the world. And I know she might be broken, but she is putting her pieces back together and I think I can help her, she's like 90% complete. I already know that I want to be with her the rest of my life and I truly believe that no matter what I will end up with her, one way or another. It may not be today, it may not be tomorrow, but some day she will mine, and I will be hers. It actually reminds me of a quote:

Every man has his secret sorrows which the world knows not; and often times we call a man cold when he is only sad. ~Henry W. Longfellow

Goodnight everyone