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**This was written down a week ago, I just haven't taken the time to type it all up.**

Jeg tenket på skrive meg hel blog på Norsk, så jeg git et prøve desseverre det et hard. =) Men jeg would nokså forsøke em, ikke forsøke ved alle.

Phew that was kind of hard for me. So basically I am writing this blog for no other reason than for me being mad. Here is my situation, the situation I've been dealing with for as long as I have lived here in Maryland since I moved back. My stepdad is trying, most likely his hardest, to convert me to Christianity; even though everyone who knows me, knows full and well that I am an atheist and despite no matter what he throws at me, I will continue in my beliefs of not having any beliefs.

This is his mature way of showing me apparently "who's the boss" in the household; after we had an argument of what I would be wearing to church* [Despite being an atheist I go to church with them, more of as a benefit for me to point out flaws and make notes about them afterward], right back to it; We had a disagreement of what I'd be wearing to church because it had been Easter Sunday, I obviously did not dress up because its not my religion, and I rarely do it on Sundays anyway. I wore jeans and a t-shirt (button-up no less, my normal attire for chich. So he tells me that I need to "dress up" more quaint and nicely that I currently am,

so I tell him "there is no reason to dress up if it isn't my religion to begin with"
he replies: "Well you look-like crap & I think you should dress better"

You are lucky I am wearing any clothes to begin with, and so I tell him I will not be going to church"

His rebuttal you ask? Turn off the electricity so that I can't go on the computer, watch television, etc. He turned off all the electricity to the house and I am thinking "You are going to spoil the food in the refrigerator , so I left it off and I decided to come outside and lay-down to get a tan. I think my rebuttal to his is much more smarter. But all in all I win.

Main point:
I love the way that people try to convince me that I am missing out on this grandeur splendor called Christianity. I find the idea of a man sitting on a cloud dictating what will happen in everyone's life is a little, for a lack of a better word, stupid! I mean believe me if there was/is a GOD, of infinite wisdom and power, let him strike me dead right now or tomorrow ah? . . . . . . . . . nothing! If there is a devil show him to me, so I can sell my soul . . . . . . . . .? again nothing =)

"Sometimes stupidity is truly bliss, but I'd rather be smart and know somethings real that indulge myself in lamentations and fallacies" ~me, and you can quote me on that. =)