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Well I think now I have lost all my train of thought, I had something very spectacular to write and now I cant even utter a single sentence. Oh how lucky I am for a reoccurring thoughts, it will come back to me eventually, statistically speaking. =)

I just wrote a neat little paragraph but I have decided to delete it because it was complete rubbish. Anyway onto new and exciting things, I was thinking about buying a cute little movie tomorrow, although I haven't seen it I was really looking forward to seeing it in the movie theaters, but I wasn't fortunate enough to see it before it left the theaters. The movie is the Tale of Desperaux (it comes out tomorrow), I believe also that it is a childrens book, which I shall probably buy as well in the coming weeks.

A charming young blogger's post made me think about the future. My future wife (if I'm lucky enough), future kids, future house, etc. And it made me think, long and hard, about where I would want to live? Where would I want to spend the rest of my life? I'm not sure if I've come to a complete realization of where, but I do know I want to be away from the city; somewhere either with a lot of trees or great big meadow farmland but near enough to a lake or river to swim in.

I don't know if it would be considered greedy (it probably does) but I just want buy up a whole bunch of acreage for myself to roam in, too often does society take land and build a mini-mall or a fast-food restaurant over it; It is possible however that it is only in America that these huge corporations and conglomerates pave over the beauties and wonders of the world with concrete, all for a quick buck, to see how much money they can make before people want changes (environmentally speaking that is). I just want to build a huge greenhouse dome over my property and have the rest of the world on the outside, just me and any animals on my property and whoever else decides to take a leap of faith at the prosperity of living environmentally healthy.

I know this will probably sound completely absurd to most people, and I often get teased because of it. But I think I'm completely in love with Norway, as a country. Of course, time will only tell until I actually visit and have a real interaction with the people, etc. But I could see myself living there, being away from this modern world filled with disease and hate, etc. Of course there supposedly is this all over the world, but if by some chance I can make my dream to live in the wilderness, or at least by the wilderness, I think I could be happy.

Okay enough about that, I am trying to keep myself away from that subject because I usually write more than anyone bargained for. =) haha.. alright then new subject.

I have come to the unusual cognizance of me being weird. I think I am the only person who thinks it is beautiful outside when its raining or thunderstorming. I actually have to admit I like playing out in the rain, although I think its a love-hate relationship, some days I absolutely love playing in the rain and some other days I don't want to get wet, which is quite odd because we all take showers (well most of us do, some other people prefer to not shower for days.. yuck!). Ahh.. I have just thought of something, have you ever noticed that people hate it when it rains when they have clothes on, but mostly everyone loves it when they don't have any clothes on? How questionable it is. =) **Don't worry I promised myself I wouldn't get into another debate with myself about nudity and being naked and how everyone should be naked** <-- Okay well maybe just a little rant!

**If everyone was naked and lived naked, no one could hide. No one could hide behind their new clothes, or make up, etc. You can't hide yourself away from the world, and world couldn't hide from you. Everyone would be as they are: Unique and beautiful in every single dashing way.**

~alexander (you think I wrote just a tiny bit too much?)