Seventh Day (not adventist)

I'm trying to be inspired but something, and I can't think of what I want to be inspired by. The 'poem' if that is what you wish to call it, was supposed to go right after that last sentence, but before I knew it my brain and tongue spewed it out, speaking clear as day.

Life is difficult, always throwing its oddities in the way. But who knows, maybe next I'll fly to you where my heart is, and will remain; In a lock-box next yours at the bottom of that summer lake. ~~Alex G.

I know, I know I promised myself that I'd read the Seventh HP. But, I couldn't gather up enough time today, after being yelled at for not doing my job and to quit daydreaming, I decided that'd I just spend the day daydreaming it away. It truly is surprising how much neat little things you can think of to do when your mind is wide open. I wanted to watch a movie with my younger brother (Forgetting Sarah Marshall), but he declared that his 'sweetheart' if you will, wanted to talk to him a bit more, it is an oddity seeing as 93% of high school couples will not be life-long companions, staying together forever. Which in all honesty makes complete utter sense; How can you grow to your fullest (spiritually, mentally, emotionally) with someone pulling you down to keep you on the same level they are?

I guess my whole little blog entry is about that little four letter 'L' word: Love. I don't know if I believe in it, I've never seen head-over-heels, love-at-first-sight, and all those other types of love. My contemplation is as follows: There is only one type of love, and that is the unconditional love, the one that only family and family members can share. All else are complete lies, I think people that say 'I love you' are ridiculous (don't worry I'm fully aware that I am a hypocrite as well, BUT when I say it, I really DO mean it. I don't use it as a filler word like some people do.) I think any two persons who are willing to spend their lives with each other is a more complex and yet interesting way of something I like to call complete infatuation. I'd like nothing more to write about love for an entire blog, but I think I have more important things to worry about right now.

Currently I think I'll be more creative and write one more poem about the girl that inspires me, to just be. Simply put.

When I see your smile, a frozen tundra of chills roll down my spine.
Your Eyes, to which I could gaze in for an eternity, lets me view your pure soul.
Cheeks, ah your ruddy cheeks, make me weep in delight of lust to your touch.
And your immaculate beautimous hair which tickles my nose on the pillow we share.
for I am sure my answer won't be beckoned because I can't tell you.
Breaking prematurely my dream, my passion, my desire for you, and only you.~~alex

Well I guess that will be all for now. Would you like to know something very funny? She'll never probably ever get to read this. =/